Spring: Season of Break-Up?!.... =S

March 03, 2009 Sunny, Tired...

After so long, today 'accidentally' have the intention to update the blog. previously due to chinese new year, my schedule is pact with preparing, enjoying, having long holidays, visit hatyai, friends, and of course gambling... =P my house was full with 'gamblers', actually they are my parents friends, everyday after Day 9 of Tian Gong, non-stop though chinese new year ends, continue until nearly a month. this year my interest in gambling, with big amount, had drop tremendously. just felt gamble for fun and game, instead of win. a sign of psycologically aged... =( but after chinese new year, i am quite busy for my works too as economy slowdown, need to work harder to earn more money. =D

One of my best friend, S, have broke up with his girl friend, L, who is also one of my good friend, after more than 8 years of relationship... =( sad!!... sad!!... sad!... their conflicts started in first day of chinese new year, and their new year were sure in a total chaos. The whole period of cny was like drama, for outsiders. L had been unfaithful to the relationship since quite a period ago, all just get know of it after this incident.. really unbelievable that an innocent and girl-next-door look lady can be so cruel and betrayed this relationship, with sudden explosion.

K now still cannot accept, nor forget his girlfriend that left him with so cruel and heartless. Anaethetize himself, everyday, with alcohol. Force me to accompany him, few days in a row, with alcohol and encouragement. but i think he hardly can listen as he say he willing to accept her again!!... =S..... although he cannot consider a good guy in my perspective, but surely, his love for L is definitely deep and he treat L with all his best.

zzzz.... very 'fan' while talking about this.... what can i do while the person involved still not willing to come out from this shadow. wat i can do is accompany him and try to let time to cure this wound for him.... but hopefully this won't create another wound in my body.. haha....

besides this extreme case, few friends around me are broke up recently, this spring. spiring surpose to be a season for animals to match, make love and breed. however, this spring seems like a break-up season among my friend network.... =( or perhaps they tend to consider the relationship for longer term and future after some period of engagement.

Cheers!!... and good luck for up-coming relationship =).........